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My Heart Has A Wish That You Would Not Go - 10th Anniversary Remaster

by Aereogramme

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Andersuite
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Andersuite An absolute all timer. This album is so dense and warm. It's easily their finest work, and I say that as a huge cheerleader of all their albums. Everything came together for this one. Absolutely awesome x Favorite track: The Running Man.
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Stuart All of their albums hold a special place in my heart. But this one is extra special. It, like my son, is ten years old. This album was the soundtrack to lots of late nights sitting up with him when he couldn't sleep. If he grows up weird I know who to blame. This remaster has made me fall in love with the album all over again. Favorite track: A Life Worth Living.
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A potent mix of wonder, ignorance and fear A place to hide under A secret place to keep Self serving answers Paper thin belief Come bury your soul with me I know i'd like a conscious life I don't know how to get there I don't know how to get there So keep me right, we're wasting time I don't know how to get there I don't know how... (Awaken! Stand up and fight for all you've yet to know Coma Boy) A bloated rich endeavour or necessary care? Something I should bury or something I should share? Listen for doubtful ramblings and you'll find me there. Come bury your soul with me I know i'd like a conscious life I don't know how to get there I don't know how to get there So keep me right, we're wasting time I don't know how to get there I don't know how... (Awaken! Stand up and fight for all you've yet to know Coma Boy It's not something to love or hate but don't you dare go throw it away May you be all you can be Coma Boy)
2.
Barriers 04:56
I thought the fight was over, all battles won I thought you'd lit your blindfolds and watched them burn I thought that I could show you all that i'd found But these barriers dictate all sight and all sound I found love in the loneliest places Places I shouldn't be found I found love in the home of a sinner Wrapped in some bittersweet song So let me tell the truth and let me come alive Let me build bridges into your life I'm sick of being born again and again and I don't need conditions to let you in Have you noticed how we talk and how we play our games? A leather bound appeal to change our ways All I wanted was to show you all that I'd found No answers, no exits, no prophecy bound I found love in the loneliest places Places I shouldn't be found I found love in the home of a sinner Wrapped in some bittersweet song So let me tell the truth and let me come alive Let me build bridges into your life I'm sick of being born again and again and I don't need conditions to let you in I never meant to hurt you or drive you away but the barriers we've built, looks like they're here to stay
3.
Exits 04:16
It's not my choice to be here In this bitter little room I've never found an exit and I doubt i'll find one soon I cursed you all for leaving But I pushed you all away Oh how long will this last, will I stay? Won't you help me to find, A way out? Some exits? A lifeline? But will I only come out into a bigger room? We've all got exits that we keep on running to So grab yourself a bottle It's yours as much as mine We'll toast the air, the sky and anything that we can't find Won't you help me to find, A way out? Some exits? A lifeline? With no way out and no way in I might not be needing this oxygen
4.
Oh sweet emptiness Fill my cup Watch it overflow Let it flood my soul This silence that I know so well, my only friend, my bitterest opponent, the loneliest isle But I came here so I could let you go I could cut you out So I can live A life worth living (This can be found in all, now, a mortal cage)
5.
Maybe it's strange I've barely made a sound for twenty four hours What's to say? When all that's inside is poison to everyone But I know One day, I'll find a new light and I'll take this sickness and bury it down 'cause every moment, every second should be precious, understand, that I don't know how to live at all Maybe i'll change Start a sick cult on mysterious islands Or run away and tell the whole world there's anger in all of us But I know One day, I'll find a new light and I'll take this sickness and bury it down 'cause every moment, every second should be precious, understand, that I don't know how to live without you
6.
I'm dead in the water A silhouette turning over I'll wait for you here And I keep forgetting where i'm meant to be All so far, yet all so near So tell me, just what are these gifts that you bring? This life is amazing but the colours keep changing I'm sure we shouldn't be wasting away My rotting history Will find it's place So don't go I'm so cold I'll not be afraid It's taken this long To come back again And yes, I might suffer the fate of another of shit and of bones and well, all things considered I walked with my hands held out I walked with my hands held out To you and all that's good I'm sure we shouldn't be wasting away Living backwards I'm living backwards (Change!)
7.
Trenches 04:08
Well, we've been building our trenches and waiting alone For some hint or suggestion of better things to come So listen, listen please I won't wait anymore Let me run through the water Let me drink in the sea Let me run through the water Just to pick me up again Taking hold of our senses We can always be anything that you wanted You know that I love you but I can't let go You know that I love you but I can't let go May you always be Loved If I don't make it out Remember the love we had I'm always yours
8.
Nightmares 04:05
Nightmares en route to Dallas Born out of one last habit One born of lust and fire Unconscious dark desire One riddled with guilt again To shame a family name My head is caving in And now Only love can save me now Only love can save me now This rotting mouth and faded memory This self inflicted awful injury Leads to to a vengeful heart Which tears won't break apart My head is caving in My head is caving in My head is caving in at last And now Only love can save me now Only love can save me now
9.
I lost my way in 87 And turned my heart and thoughts to heaven oh foolish boy what could you know aged eleven? I thought I was open But I was closed I thought I had answers to show the world And I thought that the good light would guide me home For thirteen years I hid away And waited out The final days But now there's time To live my life As it decays As it decays I thought I was open But I was closed I thought I had answers to show the world I thought that the good light would guide me home But no
10.
The lights that comes in and out of my life I'll write, I'll re-record these times The grill and the metal, the ex's disease Some passing of family, frustration released You have a home here You have a place to hide You're always welcome and you're more than I can save The night you showed me I could see I praised the Lord for drunken honesty A master of patience to put up with me Some surrogate brother I wanted to be You have a home here You have a place to hide You're always welcome This I know You're more than I can show May your days be golden Let all light surround you

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Remastered by Iain Cook December 2017 at Alucard Studios, Brooklyn
FLAC: 24-bit, 48kHz
MP3: 320kbps

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released February 5, 2007

Originally released on Chemikal Underground Records 02/05/2007
Produced by Aereogramme and Martin Doherty
Aereogramme were Craig B, Iain Cook, Campbell Mcneil and Martin Scott
Additional Piano, Keyboards and vocals by Martin Doherty
Violin solo on track 2 by Graham McGeoch
Recorded at 4th St Studios in Glasgow
Mixed by Iain Cook at Johnny Alucard Studios, Glasgow
Design by Samuel Baker

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